wow...it's been awhile. *giggle* uhhhm. hm. wot to say? i stil resent DA...and i dont update...and i suck. *grin* comp is sorta fixed...cant find the photoshop disc, so i'm kinda screwed there. watching gorillaz on the telly *yay dvd player*. been talking vaguely of marriage with miss alex *beam* but...who knows if it'll ever happen. still, it's a lovely thought. my bamboo is dead. been missing a LOT of people...hopefully they know who they are. and hopefully they miss me too. tomorrow comes today is kinda making me teary-eyed...might should move to the next video. blah. haven't been drawing much cos i SUCK. er. comic con in a month. three days, baby! *thinks* god i have the most boring life ever. oh. monday i get bloodtests. and maybe a snowcone. ....i think that's about it. *ponder* and i think i may steal an icon from alex...with her permission. that'd be borrowing, though, wouldnt it? eh. oh well.

my comp is fucked. i'm on the old one at the moment. surprisingly, it actually let me be on the net for awhile. but, there is a drawback. i cant get into the box. at all. soooo, until i can get the other one fixed, it aint gonna happen. i miss you all. *sigh* oh and yahoo doesnt work on this one either. or msn. AIM is working...presently. but in the future, i dunno. aint life grand?

i've just started crying and i'm not sure why...i'm tired. i'm lonely. i'm out of meds. .....okay, i do know why, now that i think of it. saw dawn of the dead earlier. excellent film. more on it when i'm not leaking. i want to go to bed, but i don't...if that makes sense. i just keep hoping that i'll get to talk to someone...anyone...before i sleep. but, as my msn is fucked and alex wont be on for another 3 hours, i dont think it's bloody likely. blah. i miss you guys....

uh...if anybody can catch a screenshot of it, or near it, i'll draw one of my crappy drawrings for them *grin*

on a brighter note, the box is now 2 years old. and i got my RTH muds shirt by ups...mhh. what a weird fuckin day.